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Alfyan Syaheran
Going Seventeen
28 December 1992
BMC ACADEMY,
O'Levels






If you hope for a peaceful death as the final summation of your life, live each and every day with vitality, never failing to take everything that happens as an opportunity to open and expand your inner life, exerting yourself to the fullest in the place you find yourself now.


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Disappointed
Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 10:04 AM

Well, my results suck real bad
I can't even go to any poly
Mum and Dad was very disappointed
And me, i don't know what's gonna happen to me now
What i know, my dreams are shattered and my future really looks dark

Every day, tears are shed by family members, esp mummy
cause she was expecting a lot of me as her first child.
What should i do now?
There are options, embarrasing ones and those that cost alot
Stayback or take private or just ITE?

Fuck it la
I don't know what the hell im gonna do
At the moment, this whole experience is killing the shit out of me
And i feel useless as a human being and a child to my parents.

Sometimes i wonder, is it the end for me?
Can i still succeed in life?

Well, im ready to start the whole thing again
Make my parents smile again and proud of me

It's so painful to see them going through all this
Working so hard for me, end up i failed them
They keep tellin me to be better than them, so that i can lead a comfortable life
Now, i don't think it will happen

Just have to hope for a miracle and work hard for it

Thats all

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