Bang Bang!! Feuer Frei

Alfyan Syaheran
Going Seventeen
28 December 1992
BMC ACADEMY,
O'Levels

If you hope for a peaceful death as the final summation of your life, live each and every day with vitality, never failing to take everything that happens as an opportunity to open and expand your inner life, exerting yourself to the fullest in the place you find yourself now.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009, 6:52 PM

What's gonna happen? I don't know. Its not like i didn't try. It only hurts me more when i keep trying.Im tired of all this. All i can do now is pray that it will get better.

Ya'allah, give me strength to go through the obstacles that you have put me through. Forgive me for all my sins. Show me the way to end this problem. I cannot take it anymore. If its destined that im not worthy enough then i'll accept it even if i have to be sad for the rest of my life. It was so special when you first gave me this gift. I love it soo much. Maybe i was too sure that it was gonna be mine forever and i didn't care about the consequences. Now its too late. Im hanging by a thread. Its sad right to know that there's a possibility of losing something you treasure the most will leave you.
Oh mayne, i just cannot take it no more. Was i lucky? Or was i at the right place at the right time? Well, i don't know.
One thing for sure, i tried my best, i really tried.

And thanks guys for the advice, ya'll are always there when im in need. Just pray with me together aite that things will get better.

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