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Looking back at what happened, i can't say im not a fault. I deserve this. But i'll take it to make me , hopfully a better person next time. I ain't complaning, ain't arguing this time cause i know i was the only one to blame, im the one that brought this to my life. So yeah. Have to keep moving on with life.



See that person in the picture. I want to be feeling like what that person is feeling right now. Happy, joyful, estatic, over the top whatever it is. But deep down inside, i'm still the same, hoping that it'll come back again. That lovely feeling. I finally learn the meaning of life. I should have appreciated what i got that was so precious to me. But words are useless now, i understand. I had to prove it, but i didn't do it. I even laughed at my stupidness thinking bout it. Action speaks louder than words and i lack that factor. Mum, dad, friends that i've promised, i'm sorry as i have failed you.
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Arghhh, prelims are killing me!! Damn. Oh nono, can't say like that. I've promised someone i'm gonna do my best. Eventhough she's away now, she still motivates me no matter what. On the other hand, can't wait to end this O'levels. I can't stand the boredom of staying at home and all there is to do is to study. 48 more days!! Hang in there. " I know you can do it", quoted from a message from her. I hope, i'll not disappoint her with my O's results with all those useless promises i made. This is the only promise i had left.